Monday, June 22, 2009

Maybe

Tonight may be the last night that my girlfriend and I are a couple.
Tonight we break up.
Maybe.

I 've grown distant.

I don't want to hurt her but I can't keep pretending.

The self destruction continues but this time it won't be beautiful or freeing.
This time it will just be sad.
This time I'll be hurting someone innocent.

4 comments:

  1. We need to follow what our heart tells us to do. Too often we let our mind/thought over-write what we instinctually need.
    Hurt/pain is inevitable but it is needed if we are to blossom and grow.

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  2. Warren,
    Do what is right for you ultimately.
    The thought of breaking up makes me sick, but that is because I know it isn't write for MH and I...but if it were [the right thing for us], not breaking up would make me sicker.
    Either way, follow your heart to happiness!
    -Jessie

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  3. Love is pain...although love, when it's right can be grand!

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  4. Thanks everyone.
    I did end things and she took it even worse than I could have imagined.
    It was hard but I know it's for the best in the long run.

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